...*Sigh*

One of these days, it'll come to past. Haha, I guess it would. All these plots with Davis... All these variables and shit. Is it really worth it? When after everything, the casualty of war would be me. After the sunrise, I would be the one walking back alone, head down. Slowly but surely. Is this really worth it? When its pretty obvious its unrequited and I still insist on trying, I guess the only outcome can be failure.

"When you fail to plan, you plan to fail."-ZiXuan

Wise words indeed... Was it my lack of planning that led to this? Or my lack of sincerity? Perhaps due to all the variables in this life of ours, that make it impossible to see far into the immediate future. Even with plans to ensure nothing unexpected can happen. Indeed, the variables are sometimes too much, even one who is experienced. I wonder where have I gone wrong? Taken the wrong turn down the road? Unfortunately, this road is one way, there is no turning back. Not for me at least. So I guess its time.. to forget, or to chase harder.

For once, I don't know which turn to take.

"Another turning point,
a fork stuck in the road,
Time grabs you by the wrist,
directs you where to go."
-Green Day

Who's going to play time this time round? For time seems to have stopped for me.

"I just got lost!
Every river that I tried to cross,
Every door I ever tried was locked."
-Coldplay

Feeling... void

Did Someone Break Your Heart Inside?

Violet Hill-Coldplay

Was a long and dark December
From the rooftops I remember
There was snow
White snow

Clearly I remember
From the windows they were watching
While we froze down below

When the future's architectured
By a carnival of idiots on show
You'd better lie low

If you love me
Won't you let me know?

Was a long and dark December
When the banks became cathedrals
And the fog
Became God

Priests clutched onto bibles
Hollowed out to fit their rifles
And the cross was held aloft

Bury me in honor
When I'm dead and hit the ground
My nerves are poles that unfroze

If you love me
Won't you let me know?

I don't want to be a soldier
Who the captain of some sinking ship
Would stow
Far below

So if you love me
Why'd you let me go?

I took my love down to violet hill
There we sat in the snow
All that time
She was silent still

So if you love me
Won't you let me know?
If you love me
Won't you let me know?


"If you loved me... Why'd you let me go?"

Kimchi Land

Its cold out here in Korea, a frosty .5degrees centigrade yesterday. Not too sure about today. Thank god I can withstand cool temperatures well. Heh, miraculously, the house is a comfortable, air-con temperature of 23 degrees. This just goes to show how well insulated the house is. Korea isn't all that fun, so far, its been freezing day in, day out. So, not many activities planned, thank god. Korea is roughly 1 hour faster than the timing in Singapore, so your 2pm is my 3pm.

Currently, I stay in the Hyperion Towers in the Hannam Dong district. Guess what? The building is owned by Hyundai. Just like Samsung, they're everywhere in Korea. I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw it, but since my room stares at the other blocks and I see it there everyday, its real. The house is huge! I'm not joking, my room in Korea is twice the size of that in Singapore. Unfortunately, its still the smallest in the house. The hall is very large too. Must post some pictures on facebook. My sister already posted one on facebook.

Wish I could be in Singapore and join everyone for the Prom. Sigh, never mind. I guess I'm just destined to miss out on important occasions like these because of my dad's draconian rule....

Byeee

LONG DELAYEDDD OVERDUE POSTTT

Hahahah, its monday already! Bio test tomorrow, barely touched on it. Die liao, due to constant pestering from Yongjian, I have opened this blog with my 1st post! Lots more to come soon.
Here's a list:
-Funny Quote of the Day
-Blogroll
-TagBoard

And more as I go along!