...*Sigh*

One of these days, it'll come to past. Haha, I guess it would. All these plots with Davis... All these variables and shit. Is it really worth it? When after everything, the casualty of war would be me. After the sunrise, I would be the one walking back alone, head down. Slowly but surely. Is this really worth it? When its pretty obvious its unrequited and I still insist on trying, I guess the only outcome can be failure.

"When you fail to plan, you plan to fail."-ZiXuan

Wise words indeed... Was it my lack of planning that led to this? Or my lack of sincerity? Perhaps due to all the variables in this life of ours, that make it impossible to see far into the immediate future. Even with plans to ensure nothing unexpected can happen. Indeed, the variables are sometimes too much, even one who is experienced. I wonder where have I gone wrong? Taken the wrong turn down the road? Unfortunately, this road is one way, there is no turning back. Not for me at least. So I guess its time.. to forget, or to chase harder.

For once, I don't know which turn to take.

"Another turning point,
a fork stuck in the road,
Time grabs you by the wrist,
directs you where to go."
-Green Day

Who's going to play time this time round? For time seems to have stopped for me.

"I just got lost!
Every river that I tried to cross,
Every door I ever tried was locked."
-Coldplay

Feeling... void